When he returned from France, he herded sheep for a living, and in his last years, he resided in Miles City, MT. In 1960, he traveled to Europe with his sister and nephew, to Norway. On this trip, they also visited Verdun, France, where he had served. My aunt tells that Helmer never spoke of the war.
(Source: Slope Saga)
|Helmer with two of his sisters, Anna and Emma. Anna's husband, Gaylord, was gassed on the front.|
I wish I could say I remember him, but I really don't. I was young and not paying attention. But I do remember the World War I veterans in the color guard at parades in Rhame, ND all those years ago. Men who returned home and quietly went about their lives with dignity and honor. I remember attending Veterans' Day programs my father organized at the Mound Church in Slope County, where I recited to the crowd In Flanders Field, with my poppy pinned to my clothing, my legs shaking ever so.
Tomorrow, when the bells ring throughout my town, I will honor my great-uncle and all of the other soldiers, including my father, husband, and brothers.
Dulce et Decorum Est
by Wilfred Owen, a British soldier who died in World War I on Nov. 4, 1918, just a week before the Armistice was signed
Bent double, like old beggars under sacks,
Knocked-kneed, coughing like hags, we cursed through
Till on the haunting flares we turned our backs
And towards our distant rest began to trudge.
Men marched asleep. Many had lost their boots
But limped on, blood-shod. All went lame; all blind;
Drunk with fatigue; deaf even to the hoots
Of tired, outstripped Five-Nines that dropped behind.
Gas! Gas! Quick, boys?--An ecstasy of fumbling,
Fitting the clumsy helmets just in time;
But someone still was yelling out and stumbling
And flound'ring like a man in fire or lime. . .
Dim, through the misty panes and thick green light,
As under a green sea, I saw him drowning.
In all my dreams, before my helpless sight,
He plunges at me, guttering, choking, drowning.
If in some smothering dreams you too could pace
Behind the wagon that we flung him in.
And watch the white eyes writhing in his face,
His hanging face, like a devil's sick of sin;
If you could hear, at every jolt, the blood
Come gargling from the froth-corrupted lungs,
Obscene as cancer, bitter as the cud
Of vile, incurable sores on innocent tongues,--
My friend, you would not tell with such high zest,
To children ardent for some desperate glory,
The old Lie: Dulce et decorum est
Pro patria mori.